Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Before and after..

A heart free from sadness,
a mind free from worries,
a life free from hadred,
a body free from illness,
a spirit full of Gods love,
wish you Happy chinese New year

I like what my friend sms me.

This is my longest CNY leave ever. I usually take few days leave only.Since I have so many leave not taken, I decided to take a long leave for CNY. Will take leave again for Tombs festival.It will be in April.Last year, I have 30 days of leave not taken. So plus this year 35 days, altogether , I have 65 days leave. I sell 15 days for Golden Hand Shake, I still have 50 days for this year.I took only 7 days leave. plus 3 week ends-- that is 6 days-- plus 2 public holidays--total is 15 days. That is to say, I stay at home for 15 days. Ha.. that is very long leave. I enjoy it.
But mind you, this is a rainy leave. It rains nearly everyday! Our clothing cannot get dry at all! But that is life.

I am not so energitic this CNY. I plan to do many things , but it turn out not that fruitful. I get tired easily.I think I am getting old. That is the process of life. I tidy the house for one day, I rest for 2 days. I either feel very tired, or i feel giddy. May be I need a check up.

The mood of CNY is fading. I don't like CNY like before.Last time, CNY , I felt very excited. We will compare how many visitors . we are very interested to buy all sorts of things to eat.Now we dont have that mood anymore.We don't like to eat cookies and other stuff.Even the soft drinks, we don't like to drink anymore.The kids also don't like them. I think, this is because we eat good and nice things everyday.It seems that nothing is nice to eat.

Before CNY, we are very excited to wait for Jia and Nong to come back. When they come back, we feel so happy. Dad cooks everyday. One day cooks many times. Eat and eat....But, today that they have to go back to their place of work, we feel depressed. DD was asking me if I feel sad. Well, we are all human, if we don't feel something, we are different people.But this is life. Parties come and go.

That is why I prefer to work, than to stay at home. At work, we don't feel the lonliness.But I have so many leave, if i don't take, it will be burnt. I got 3 more years to work. I am counting the months. I have sold 135 days leave already. I can sale up to 150 days.By than, I can have some money for me to travel.ya hoo.....

The rat is gone. The OX is with us.We have to work hard. Nong is going to graduate this August. DD is entering degree year.Tommorow is always a better day ahead.

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