life is full of chalenges.................

I met a orthopaedic surgeon---Mr Wong on the corridor this morning. We worked together last time in Sarikei. He is a good and nice doctor. I still remember ,the couple have a baby boy while working in Sarikei . I even go for their full moon party for the boy. He shared with me so many things in the corridor. He told me that his wife is taking 6 months um payed leave because she had a crash with her boss. His wife is a radiologist in SGH .I wander what is happening in SGH? politics every where. Sometimes we have to take a deep breath to smooth out the situation.

I share with him about my right sided lateral side below knee pain . It come in the morning when I get up from sleep. It can be quite painful that I feel bad about it. When I defaecate, the pain will come also.It has been there for quite sometime already. When I have the pains and aches, I will think of him. But today, God send him to me. Thank you, the Almighty God .You are always with me when I need you. He told me to take 2 tablets of neurobion instead of one. I will take 2 from tomorrow onwards. Thank you so much Dr . Wong. GBU.

Family and family and family.........

When I was a little girl , I envy that I got married one day and have a happy family. I dreamed that I am having a few kids and live happily ever after.Then I go to secondary school . Life was tough. There was little money. My dream then was to study hard and earn a living by myself. I dream of going to university and become someone useful. Life was not as what I think. We are very poor. We were penniless.Going to school was not a luxury. It was a fighting experience. Every time when the new term starts, it was our big challenge. We have to beg , and beg from our parents to let us go for another term. Then another term starts and ends, the story goes on till we were in form 5. Then the story ends there, because we have to find our own living. Than come nursing. It was my 1st job applied and I got it. If not ,I don't know who I am today. I start training on 3/5/1972 in School of Nursing in Kuching. The training was 3 years 4 months( I don't know why 4 months extra) I think we follow England program last time. Life was tough that time. We were always scolded by our seniors , bullied by them and quietly cried in the corner and start work again. We never dare to grumble or say a word of unhappiness. We are in the world of scare. Scared of people expelled us, scared of no job, scared of parents scold us......many scares. That was our life.

Nowadays it is very different. Go to school as they preferences. Come out from school, don't want to work. Some still want to study, thinking their parents can feed them for ever and ever. When they earn money, they know how to keep for them self. They forget how their parents strungle so hard to survive them. Some of the parents , more pitiful. I heard my friends tell me, one thread of mee also didn't see. Why are life like that nowadays? we don't know.Is it a ill ed society's? Only GOD know. I don't mean all kids are like that, some are very good also. But the percentage is few. When I do counseling, I always have to tell my staff , have to remember to send money home for your parents.Gtg

Life is full of excitements..

I haven't blog for quite sometime . Mainly because I am lazy.Many things happen each day.And it has been very exciting.Oh ya, I just want to tell you all, I used motorbike to go for work. Partly because it is saving petrol money, and I can avoid the jam. i can reach home within 15 minutes, or else I use 45 minutes to one hour, imagine how much time I can save in a year?People will say, hey , you are matron, people will look down on you. Who cares, if you have no money then people despise you. Oh ya, a few doctors follow my footstep using motorbike to come to work.

The whether is horrible lately.Someday it is so sunny with the haze and the other day, heavy rain.and the type A H1N1....which contribute another factor for less crowd in the shopping mall.Even the church has less people. They say they are scared of the H1N1. but whatever it i , where to hide. If you get it, it is for the better, because you will have the immunity. Everything leave it to the Almighty God.

On 9/8/2009, one of our nursing sister colleague in Bintulu hung herself. I heard that she is so stressful because their matron always scold her. But whatever it is ,now that she is gone forever. I also don't know lah, people nowadays very sensitive. She is a Christan also, and she works for more than 30 years already. she has a happy family (Father And Mother I Love You) The children were all graduated already.Now the children have no mother to love. Sigh!Life is like that sometimes.

It is 1pm in the afternoon, daddy is cooking now, I love dad for his nice cooking.I see that he is going to cook fry rice. Lately he always hide in the home and not going out, he is worry about the H1N1!

We have set up the ILI (influenza like illness) ward. So whoever has the ILI will be admitted there. We don't know where will it eradicated. It has been quite a serious matter lately.gtg