hidden stories

Saturday (27/8/2011)

when we came back from town only to find out that we didn't bring our main door key

I went round hospital only to find out that I am not able to get any help any where

so we 2 start thinking what to do next

we went round the whole house only to find that the security is really tight

we have no way to go into the house

i told dad to kick in through

so he give it a kick and the door is opened

so the next day i complain that our door key is spoiled

so they come to repay the door key !

Gaduh

schizophrenia patient by the name of Gaduh came to hospital Kapit for shelter

they are really smart people

they know very well that she will get help from here

she brings all her property to hospital

--stove, mattress , pillow etc

she told people she stay under the stairs

that is the place in front of the conference room

there are a few batch where she can lie down comfortably

on the Friday (26/8/2011)

on my way back from work

I saw all her properties there

when I think of her kerosene stove

I start to get worry if she starts cooking there

because near there is where we keep our O2 plant

so i tell the hospital security to keep an eye on her

truly she didn't starts any cooking

OMG

that's where I got worried over my week end

so I brought her food and drinks for fear that she might be starved

but mind you

she even can say - God bless you

my tears just come out like rain

people who's mental -- not sound in her mind

but she can say good words of god

people who are so sensible who are not even like her!

she stays in hospital as her shelter till Monday

then the hospital welfare staff send her to another place where she called home !

God bless her .

we are always better than others

we all grumble -- every now and than

but we never realize that we are so much better than those who suffer

do you all think they are born to suffer?

the answer is -- no

they are just less fortunate than us

you all might say

time has change, we are born in different generation

but the world is round

that's never changing

People in UK( Ulu Kapit) has a lot to suffer to survive

but it seems that they are happy people

we can see joy in their face

My British friend-- Mr Ben Siegmund agrees with me

he visited Kapit Hospital last month

he loves the green anyway

anyway be happy always

when you are down

think of those who are even less fortunate than you

when you are crying over no shoes to use

think of people who have no legs !

count down......

I am counting days for my retirement date

that means that i am near 58 years old

well I don't feel old at all

I feel as young as ever

that's me !

I have so much things to do each day

I have so much plans in me

but I am trying my best to do my best !

looking forward for our Singapore trip which is on 15/10--25/10/2011

feels rather happy to meet up my children

they are my assets in life

they are all what i have in this complicated world

I love you all with all my heart

sometimes I do scold you all

but that's meant for good

after all i am no GOD

I am a human like anybody else !

whatever and wherever life brings me

I still have you all -- My four diamonds of life

god bless you all and stay healthy each day

mum loves you all the way you are and always will be

may GOD bless you all for ever and ever.

Kapit life

8/2/2011-- the day I was promoted to U42(M)

I went to Kapit to report to Dr Ngian on 21/2/2011-- I heard that she complain to state pengarah why send someone near retirement to her hospital because I am the least useful people according to their mentality because I don't have time to plan what I have to do

but I have proof to them that I am still useful

I am the resource personel

I can help up with so many things

I know that Kapit Hospital is in the process of accreditation when I was transfer here

the assessment date is on 5-7/5 /2011

but I help to reform a few units

the laboratory is so messy

the ER department is no better as well

I took a week to reform these places

the staff here can also realize that if I don't help up

they will fail the accreditation

now that we were accredited for 3 years

praise the lord

without you

I cannot be what I am as well

the nursing standard is also low

I don't mean I can do all these alone

but I am here to guide

I see what people don't see

now we are a bit more in the correct path

medication error is also a problem

the pharmacy department and me work hand in hand to improve on these

we have issue so many incident reports

our pengarah is very supportive on our projects

my sincere thanks to her

8/8/2011- confirmation date

Dr Ngian mark my SKT -- 96.27 %

thank you so much

this proof that I am doing something to your organisation