what is happening?

my stomach is not user friendly.

Last 2 weeks I had a terrible gastric pain.I can't quite remember what I have eaten.

But the pain was so bad that I have to go to the hospital for 2 doses of injection of buscopan.

DD mum thank you so much for sending me to hospital for the injections. I will always remember you for that. When I need help, you are there to help me.I know whom I can depend on. God, thank you for giving me such a lovely girl .

Last night, I have the same problem again. It really hurts and DD brought me to hospital for injection again.So today I have to be extra careful when I eat.

PTK4

I am quite pissed off when hearing about my PTK4. I will be having my PTK4 in KL from 1-4 of November. My friends and me will stay in KL for a few days for holidaying there.I have never had a Malay class and i have to do public speaking in Bahasa malayu .What is that man? I am really born to fail . but whatever it is, I will just do whatever I can.

mammogram and the other tests

I have my mammogram done on 29/9/2009. The result is good . I don't have anything. i also have my OGTT done on 17/10/2009. I am not a diabetic patient!Thank GOD, I can eat whatever thing I want! but I will continued to eat well to keep myself fit.

I have a dream

Last week I dream of my late mother. I brought her in QSK 2010. Sort of I brought her to her relative house(don't know whose house)She dressed up very smart -whole suit of flowery in nature. She was still very strong and quite young look in my dream. As I bought rambutons, she ask me to buy a branch for her to bring to her relative. hey so near le.

I m still alive.

1. 15000

2.45000+15500=60500

3.56000

4. 0



which is the biggest no.? you all can guess? Of cause no.2.

but what happen now , you all know. That is what I m getting now. GOK.

So whom that I spent the most?

My love goes to where? GOK

Someone who thinks the others bad, will get the bad by themself. God is very great. The Amighty GOD. I love you.

GOD is very fair. If you give more, more will return , and vice versa.

If someone is very calculative, God knows exactly what to do.

change change and change ... to improve ur life?

*appreciations

-there are people born , who never know how to appreciate others. But tell you all folks, knowing how to appreciate people can be learned. I met a friend, she don't know what is appreciation. she only know how to receive and don't even know how to say --thank you. You think people love you in that sense ?GOK.

*only know self pity.

-that type of life cannot sustain long. People will get out of your way one day. we all don't like that

*only know how to receive and don't know how to give
-receive , receive, and receive......they never know how to give. Give anything... love, care, gifts, etc. they thought that is a must that we should give and they receive. Life is not true in that sense. Tell you gals, life is not like that.We are humans. We all need people to give back some of the love we gave away.It can be learned.

*Cry ,cry , and cry

-people who cry do not know how to make decision well. They are thinking when they cry , the others will give in . life is not like that. Others get irritated one day of your cry. Only people who don't know how to behave do that sort of irresponsible gesture.

*don't do to others what you do not want them to do to you

-always think, if the other people do what they do to me, am I happy? If I am not happy ,then I don't do to people. Say mocking words to others and not knowing that she had make a mistake, it is unbearable.

I have a friend who stay with me for a while. At the beginning, I am stretching myself to sort of please her. But of course I also slow down, after all I am a human being. But there were many saura after that. I heard that. I am a God 's daughter. I can hear a lot of sounds which are unheard by people. But mind you, I am using my six sense to hear the unheard.I am some one who is smart.

*Pulling long face at any hour of the day
-It is unbearable sometimes.We don't even know what has gone wrong and the face is very long .Why , why .don't know.GOK..who on earth that others are so good to another fellow that she or he is not aware!

The siblings are all dead........

3/10/2009
The mother was bringing the children to the backyard to cut some branches for the lantern to celebrate the moon cake festival in the evening. That was what I used to do when my children were small. but of all the thing, there came the wasps from the bush and attacked all of them. The 2 siblings died --the boy is 4 years old and the girl is 6 years old. Both died before reaching hospital. The mother was ventilated in the ICU till today. The other boy, that is the elder brother to the two siblings , died yesterday. OMG! I feel so sad today. I pity the father. He has lost 3 children --all his kids just like that! What is life man!