A new year ahead. There are so many things in mind. We have a meeting with our boss yesterday. He has so much to tell us. Well, same old story. But I feel that is important. we need to remind people of what we have said last time, just to remind us what are the good words being said all these while. But younger generation , don't like it at all. They say ,we are grumpy, mak nenek. I personally feel that my boss is a great leader. He lets you know ,at the beginning of the year, what he wants of us. He tells you first, so that you don't have to tell him later on, that you don't know.
Thinking back..... 2008. A tough year. Dad --retired begining of April. jia resigned in May . BB still studying till September. 1k for dad, 1k for Jia, and 1k for BB, Nong one year, 20k. Actually, I am quite worried that time. But I keep praying for everything to go smooth.Now it is all over. I am taking a deep breath now. Praised the Lord that the little girl is sponsored. Or else, it is real tough for me. People always say, the year ahead is always better. I also believe that.
Last night, I can't sleep. I keep worrying about my niece who is now in Sibu nursing school. I ring her many times, she didn't answer. At the end I found out that she is having her orientation week.GBU-- girl, aunty always care for you.
Hey, remember our garden at the back yard?The papaya are big now . The grass is also long. I spend the whole morning , clearing the grass. Now it is nice again. Not long , we will have papaya to eat.
The little girl is daring yesterday. She cuts 2 persons hair! Dad and another Iban boy. She can do it! I always tell her not to be scared of anything. Why..Why.. in this world, we are scared to take the first step. If we have taken the 1st step, the 2nd and the 3rd are easy. You all agree with me?I am born with thick skin. Everything I will go ahead, What is that to be scared of? If we are not wrong, if we are doing the correct thing, go ahead, don't hesitate. God will be with you. I remembered, dad always tell me . Why you so daring? With little money, I can decide to do a few things. I am not worried, God is with me. If we cannot do this and that, what then, wait for what then? In life, we have constraint, but we only live once. But one thing, daring to step out and do it well.
Someone ask me, is it dificult to be a matron? well nothing is easy in this world. Example--- eating--- is it easy to eat? We have to do a lot of preparation b4 food is ready. During eating, we have to use spoon, forks , chopsticks and so on and on...Is life easy?
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