2gether

DD skype me and say that she is lonely

I am also lonely

so we 2 on the skype and she go to sleep

so we are actually sleeping 2gether last night!

praise the lord

sometimes loneliness is just the way you feel

actually you are the same you

life is such

you will feel good if someone is with you

in person or virtual

ha ha

i make someone happy today .

morality

i have such a funny dream

i dream of myself going out shopping

i dress up so lousy and shabby

i was in a crowd

i was the only one who dress up sort of ugly

when i started shopping

no one seem to notice me

but i notice myself being so lousy

i dream come back to change my clothing

may be i think too much

i have a Dr- a Chinese

he is really such a man

he dress to work in T shirt and jeans

sometimes the T shirt is torn

OMG

i told him many times

sometimes he listen

sometimes he don't

he is my challenge in life !

take things easy, everything will be alright.

everything will be alright

longing for my NZ holiday

is has been planned since last year

that s way back in November 2010

that is the time when we plan to move to Pusat Jantung Kota Samarahan

everybody worry this and that

i always tell myself

take it easy, things will be alright

i start packing at the last week of moving

i took about 2-3 days to pack my things

and everything is under control

31/12/2010 is the moving day

i am the chief commander at the moving end

things go on smoothly

everything are under control

and we have do it well

if not the best

than come the Kapit transfer

is just come at a time

before i come to Kapit

i was worry

when i am here

i am sort of happy

everybody is so helpful and so near to me

well what is that to worry

in life we can't be too optimistic

don't think of bad things as a whole

take things easy

than it will be alright

we have so many family trips all this while

it is not a problem so far

now that we are all adults

it should not be a barden to anyone

we know exactly what to do

i just don't understand why it should be a barden to anyone

we know what to do

siblings quarrel a bit is quite normal

life is such

take things easy

think life simple

everything will be ok ok ok.....

our trip will be a enjoyable one

i can garantee that

we just want to be together -- family reunion

other things are secondary

don't worry

nothing to worry

life is such

take life easy

mum love you all for ever and ever

we will make everyone high and happy !

common sense....

Acreditation thingy

pengarah hospital - Dr Ngian tell me to help up for reforming the stubborn units in Kapit Hospital

all the wards --maternity/gynae , medical ward, surgical ward, paediatric ward,

were all not bad

i just tell here

and they can follow fairly well

Emergency trauma dept( ETD ) and the laboratory dept are tough

they are really in bad shape !

the places are dirty , messy and in a mess

i spent around 10 days to reform ETD dept

i give suggestions

i help them with the moving sometimes

i help them to through away unwanted things, old things , things that are not used, things that are beyond repair, the lists go on

oh , it is great now

they are so happy about it

they say that i help them a lot

actually i didn't do much

i use common sense

i ask them few questions

- do you use this

-can this be used

-do you need this

-you still using

-do you think this thing should be here--table , trolley, stand etc

laboratory-- i took 2 days only

i use the same principles

they are reformed!

they are so happy also !

so my philosophy is

-throw, rearrange, relocate,keep in store

to solve their problems

it is really useful .

Mum -- I love you soooooooo much

i had a dream

i dream of my mum

talking to Dr Sim--my ex-boss

she passed to him her out patient card

she say that she want to be seen by him

because he is such a good doctor

she should not miss the chance of seeing him!

Dr Sim also entertain her

oh ! i wish that you and dad RIP in heaven

in my dream , mum look rather well in her flowery clothing

she look neat and well

she doesn't look sick at all !

mum , i love you !

It is just different......

1. kapit people like to sale things in plates

a plate of little fish

a plate of little prawns

a plate of salted wild bore

and so on....

2. can bathe any where

whenever there is a water hose , someone can bathe there

I saw an old lady bathing at one corner at the pork market topless !

i saw a little boy bathing in a big square sink with a big piece of wild bore!

OMG ! I think they are going to sale that piece of meat later !

DD is in the room..

yesterday--30/3/2010

635 am I start skype with my little girl Diana

we skype for a while and we decided to go to town

we let the skype to be on

I on the radio

and DD is kept accompanied by the radio

so we left for town

dd is left alone with the radio

dad says dd is in the room !

true also

sometimes in life

we just want to be accompanied by someone

then we feel so happy

we need not to spend any cash to make someone happy

we just need to stay with them

and listen to them !

we went to church today

the paster started with her nagging mum

ask if she has eaten, bathe, blanketed, close the window , the door, gas off or not

and the lists goes on ..........

I was so touched and my tears just come out so automatically...

well well , we must be so blessed your mum is still able to say so many words to you !

how about me........

I can never have a chance to hear my dearest mum nagging anymore!