pissed off today.....

I came to work early as usual--that is 0647 am. The jam was bad. I have to wait for 2 traffic round before I can go. I reached hospital at 0708am. That is for 4 kilometers of journey.

I went for the usual Monday meeting at cardiac clinic --from 0745 to around 0830 or 0900.But today it is chaired by our Junior cardiologist and we finished at 0805. So I rushed to the main matrons office to take over duty from our morning nursing sister .

As usual, we have many things to settle.I can settle that well.

Is about 0930, when I go to CTW . There is this crazy HO. thinking that he is smart.I asked, You are Dr.? then I will look at their name tag. He ask me back --why?I am quite annoyed by the way he answered me. I told him that he is blunt of what he is asking.And i go away from him.

At the same time, i see so many students lining up the corridor. Are they supposed to be with the patients or standing around like idiod? I am so peaced off this morning!

taking things for granted

old man patient

This patient has been with us for about 2 weeks already.Every time I meet him ,he will shade tears. If he is an actor, can earn good money le !.Actually , he is from Bintangor.He can relate many old stories from Bintangor. When he talk, he also cry, that is the most beautiful part of the story!Then I have to calm him down.The first day I see him, he is coming for angiogram.His findings in the angiogram is that he needs a by pass surgery.He told me, will he be AMEN if he go for the surgery.......meaning that will he die during operation.Then he start to cry That is the first time I see him cry.His son is vascular surgeon in England.Then I stay to council the old man(79 years old) After operation , he is OK and was discharged yesterday(23092009)May God bless him?

where are you?

our little sister was talking to me while lying down side by side to me last night. I related my old patient to her. She starts to shade tears. She related her story when she was asked to get adminted to hospital when her blood test shows meliodosis in 2005.That was when I just transferred to Kuching.I was in SGH on 15082005 .She told me she keep crying while in Sarikei Hospital.She felt scared and helpless without mummy around.Luckily ,Nong was with her in the hospital.I was neither easy that time. I was new to SGH.I was also helpless like the little girl that time. We were shading tears together during that time.

I arranged her to get down to SGH for treatment. Praised Lord that she is very OK now.

Nong, DD missed you a lot. Without you, she will cry more that time. Thank you Nong for helping her while mum was not around.

funny things happening.

2 stories--

There's this Chinese family whose father passed away the other day. one of the son already buy coffin for the diseased. But the coffin vendor telephoned the other brother who answered phone monotones. --ya... hmmmm. ye.. so the coffin vendor get for granted that he wanted to buy a coffin. At the end, two coffins bought for the same corpse. Who is wrong? GOK.

The morale of the story is, speak full sentences. Don't ya ,ye, hm and ho.. ho..

The A(H1N1) team of doctors are very stressed. They hold meetings every now and then so as to iron out the situation in the hospital. For Ur information, Sarawak state has done badly in the controlling of the A(H1N1).Sabah state--no death so far. So during one of the meetings, one of the Dr gets very angry. He says that he become Dr Lee Chu Huk. Dr lee is also one of the A( H1N1 ) Dr. But the previous Dr become an incredible "HUK"!

sial, sial and sial............

I am always wandering-- am I so sial?
beranak girl.....sial
the shop house burnt down...... po chai bor !
not earning money in shares....... sial because my mulut besar
getting heart attack ....... the wife is at fault,
going for operation.......the wife is wrong
going for promotion..... the wife is at fault again, because she ask him to apply for promotion.
once more again , and again, and again........and again .....and again......... the wife is for ever sial.
now what again...........
the children courses .........the wife is at fault again .
I am always blamed whenver the thing come out not to his likings. I am at my top patience already.

2 weeks ago, the wave came again,
I was told to stop him to look at the TV and lap top on saham things .
so I am too kind sometimes, so whenever he see, I just remind him don't see again.
The whole night up and down, doing what , I don't know.
Around 2 or 3 am, I wake up and see him seeing the shares things with the lap top again!
So I say ,try not to see the share market again lah, since you tell me to stop you.
He scolded me so loud . I think the whole row of the inmates can hear his voice."The money is mine , why do you have 2 bother. I finish my money, then I will commit suicide."I feel so shameful of neighbouring to hear us, I stop instantly.
I go 2 work in the morning.
I rang him from work place, hoping 2 tell him 2 stop the share thing. He shouted and scold me again over the phone.He say thing like-- I am not fit 2 become his wife, he no need me 2 remind him of what 2 do n many more. I say, it is OK 4 me, all the words are from his mouth. So i say I wouldn't talk 2 u again.
So till 2day, I didn't talk.


May b around 4 or 5 in the morning, he get up from sleep n scold me----alone talking--cursing me all sort of thing from his mouth.
I pretend not 2 hear.But I heard everything.

SIAL,SIAL, SIAL----just like the worm, kana pun SIAL----- and drive off into the thin air.

I am just wandering, who 's sial? mind u, I am not sial, I supported all my children to school. they are all ok now. Please continued to be ok, for the sake of ur mummy. ur mum has no position in the family. But it is ok. I have all of you to be proud of. I am so happy with you all. You all are my pride.