Five loaves and also two fish

You yourselves give them something to eat..
Jesus feeds 5000 people with the 5 loaves and 2 fish! what I gather from what the pastor is trying to tell us is we should not waste food. Mark ---chapter 6 verse 43 reads --then the disciples took up 12 baskets full of what was left of the bread and the fish.The number of men who were fed was 5000. This means that every time ,we throw a lot of good thing .

In everyday life, we thought that we are doing our best. Years later , if you have time to think back of what we do, we would always regret of what we have done. But that is life. We can't just let our self living in regrets. As for me ,I always council myself that , the decision made at that time was the best I can do. That is why we always have to pray GOD to forgive us of our wrong doings--- known or unknown wrong doings.

funny people around..

Last week been a tough week for me. It is really busy for me. I got a lot to do. When you have a lot of things in your mind, you will lost temper at times. But I chose to keep quiet to get things over.That is me now. If it is when I was young, I will get angry.
I hate this colleague of mine. She doesn't know how to talk to people. She always shout at people. I really hate her a lot. That is why GOD is so great. So many things happen to her family , and yet she is not learning a lesson.GOD -- you can help her!
Whenever I have visitors to our office, her face is as black as the bottom of the kampong cooking pot. She is so rude that she just pass my visitors without saying a word. Is that the way we should behave?I always have to tell my visitors to leave her alone. But sometimes I am embarrassed. My usual clients will know her bad behaviour. But the others, will ask, why your friend like that?I really don't know how to answer you. GOK.I always have to answer people, I don't want to have such a friend. But we share the same office. I always have to tell my friends--- I need to eat with my mouth. I just don't want to quarrel with people. Anyway, a friend is better than an enemy!

A wedding dinner that make me recall many things.

On 5/3/2009, Dr. Kueh--- the plastic surgeon of our HUS came to see me in my office.He asked me...the boy get marry this Saturday. Which boy-- I was taken by surprise for a moment. Then he mention his father's name. Oh I see! The wedding dinner is at FOUR POINTS hotel near to the Kuching International Airport.
25 years ago, A boy named--Darren Kueh Chare Hou was born. I was working in the Female ward that day--next door to the Labour ward in Sarikei Hospital. The Labour ward was very busy.The boy was born flat-- difficult labour for the mother. Big baby--more than 4KG with shoulder dystoxia.Resuscitation of the newborn was started straight away . Dr on call was informed and he came stat.He was intubated and resuscitation continued with ambu begging . There was no sign of life after begging for so long--- may be about an hour. The resuscitation discontinued and death was pronounce by our Dr on call. All the other staff left the baby to continue their other tasks.
Of all the thing, I didn't leave the baby. I was alone with the baby inside the screen. I had many thoughts--- I feel very sad and feel very sorry for the parents. I pat the baby-- you were so big and cute, why you just come and go? OH GOD! why you were born to suffer only! But if you have to go...RIP( rest in peace) As I was busy thinking.... I saw the baby's heart beating--- baby 's heart very near to the ribs.I gave him full blast face mask o2 and give him some chest compressions. He survived. Is that not miracle!That is the boy getting marry today!
Long story cut short, I asked about the boy a few years after the incident. After the baby was discharged from hospital, I lost contact with the family. I met one of his relative and ask about his mental status. May be that time the boy is 3 years old. They say that he is fine, I feel happy for the family. I heard that that was the time when the family become Christian.
In between, the family visited us once... that is when the boy is in form 4. His mummy was relating to me that he do well in his primary 6 exam and also his form 3 exam.Mind you , he is a graduate! In medical, the Drs always say, after 15 minutes, there is brain dead. But why... WHY.. the boy is so smart! GOK.
Darren and the wife.....Han Li Lian--Wish you Happy wedding and treasure your married life like GOD treasure Darren's life.

A thousand flash thoughts over last weekend.(1/3/2009)

I heard from the radio that each and every one of us think 7000 thoughts in a day.What you think is greatly affected by the environmental factor, the people you are with, the thing you are doing and so many others.

*just wake up from sleep--why still so many mosquitoes in spite of using electrical sheltox mat.

*What to pray in church today--help to find a male partner friend for Jia.

*TQ for giving me a strong and healthy body to carry on with my busy work.

*dad has a healthy body and remember to take medication everyday.

*DD to continue to study hard to pursue her degree in a smooth manner.

*for every one's health and smooth undertakings for the coming week.

*For Nong 's safe journey to Aussie and the best of her everything.

*for my late parents happiness in heaven.

*my brother business to be good this year.

*my 3rd sister to stay healthy and able to continue all her daily activities.

*for world peace and faster recovery of world economy so that everybody got food to eat.

After read newspapers

*Some advertise change of funeral time--- why?

That is only up to around 10 am

Don't follow me I am also lost

I saw a sticker on some one's car read as such-- Don't follow me I am also lost.The other day, dad me n DD went to Bolevard supermarket. We follow the car in front of us. It travels the opposite direction! OMG! We had a hard time to get thing sorted out.

There is this young patient, 41 years old, he had 4 big operations .He stayed in CICU for more than a month already. The visitors are mostly elderly. Only one visitor that is younger than him, that is the wife. I talked to the nurse, she said it is so pitiful. To me , the world is like that now.Ladies and gentlemen don't want to find partner and don't want to get married. When they are sick, only the old parents can look after them.NB--the other sisters and brothers( if any) all are working elsewhere.gtg