live my own life

I , Me meeeeeeeeeeee

I am living my own life

I eat and I grow and live a life of my own

I breathe for myself and nobody is capable of doing that for me

Jesus never leave me

He is with me for ever and ever

Friends come and go

some left good memories

others left a permanent bleeding scars in your heart

is up to me to choose

either you choose suffering or happiness

the life is yours

you have the right to chose your own circle of friends

learn to say NO to people who make your life suffers

no one will choose a suffering life

stand on your own feet

dare to step out and live your own happy life

we don't live for people

and I don't need to live for someone

be yourself

and live your own life.

when someone give you unhappiness

be brave to leave them

friends are many

is up to me to chose

be brave , be strong and be your self

our biggest enemy is our self

learn to conquer it

so , live my own life and be my own self.

A to Z..........

Intensive Care Unit. (ICU)

Before I come to Kapit

chief matron of HUS already hints me that I am to set up ICU unit in Kapit

well , it is not a big deal for me

I am quite comfortable with the whole thing

For the past few weeks , I have been working on it

we are near there now

the quotations of equipments, air compressors. and many others are up already

I feel quite relieve now.

just waiting for the equipments in and the installations to be done.

Accreditation for Hospital Kapit

it has been a long time working on accreditation thingy

last month 4-6 /4/2011 , we have mode survey by the Sibu Hospital group

it is quite a brief one

it seems that we still have a lot to put in place

we are waiting to see in this 4-6 /5/2011

ho ho.. I will be going for holiday after that

looking forward for my holidays In New Zealand.

basic nursing care

TPR

quite shocked to see simple thing like TPR tray are not in place in all the wards here

medical ward has 4 thermometers only!

OMG !

how can that be !

and there s no receiver for the used thermometers !

Emergency trolleys

it is like a storage trolley for the emergency apparatus for most of the wards

I can't do much right now

because the accreditation is just around the Corner

I told Dr Ngian that I will change after the accreditation.

I am wandering , are we save to practice ?

life at a whole

Kapit town

mountainous place

houses are here and there

this is because the land is rather hilly

they people chose to build the houses at an area of flat land area

so you can see houses at flat land area only

they will avoid the mountains

so we can see houses --one area here and another area there

there are no houses at the mountains

the town is rather small

half an hour , we can round the whole town

the life here are rather primitive

you cant get what you want in big places like Kuching

they only have things enough to go for basic life

lots of wild vegetables, wild bore, dear, snake meat -- anything wild here , you get them here !

kapit............

8/2/2011

i was promoted to U42 on this day

that is the highest grade i can go for non degree holder

really h8ave a mix feeling after knowing the result-- go or stay ?

i go to the clerk and ask a few questions

how much do i benefit from accepting the offer

after calculating

i will get gratuity of more than 6k

a monthly pension of 121 rm per month

well not bad le

so here i am -- Kapit here i come

21/2/2011

i came to kapit to report to Dr Ngian Hie Ung --hospital director

she s also the MOH of Kapit division

i tell her that i am appealing to stay back at Pusat jantung HUS

she tell me briefly that it were be ok for her side

after all without me

Kapit hospital still goes on

well life always goes on with or without you!

time passed

my appeal was not entertained at all

well -- seems like the JKNS management are not interested in us all!

20/3/2011

in normal condition , we are allowed to stay 2 weeks after one mouth of date of promotion

8/2/2011 to 8/3/2011

add 14 more days-- ie 21/3/2011!

i must work on 21/3/2011

so i start work at Kapit Hospital on the 21/3/2011