Foochow.

never regret
I'm a foochow that I never regret
we are hard working people
we save money as well
we also know how to get property
we all know how to work our way up to get rich
DD used to say mum is stingy
it is not like that DD
it is just that we are too poor to be spendish
i hope you understand me
i earn money and i save money as well
if I'm not like that ,you all have no money to go to school
DD will say she don't use any of my money
thank you Dd
that's why ,i want you all to understand me more
save when you can save
spend when you are suppose to spend
save for the raining days

the foochow in oversea also own a lot of properties
the angmo are different people
they eat ,enjoy and save little
I am worry if we can live with them well
I just pray

I'm old
i still admire foochow
i still love me myself

wishes............

many wishes in life
*my life partner a little bit more understanding to me
he always don't quite understand what i tell him
he 's slow in catching up what I say
he don't catch my jokes
he don't understand me ..me...me...

*my children go to church more often
all my daughters can go to church more often
all their partners are church goers
through god's words, we can be more united
more understanding to the others
more helpful and more passion in life
and more better people in life

*life is never a perfect thing
if it is no good enough, we improve it
we work on it
we better it
that's life

* but , give life a chance 1st
it is never a reality without a dream 1st
give it a dream 1st

IT

a lady who's 80 odd years old
first time torching a computer
she 's from Marudi

last night
I chat with a girl from Sarikei--Ivy Moh
she says that I m very modern--knowing face book
well , I don't quite agree with her statement
nowadays, we have to catch up with technology
learn everything that 's new to us
and improve everyday to suit us to the world progress
we just can't stay where we were
we must not do
the same thing
the same way , next year
we must move forward everyday
we must learn new things, study more each day
there's no way for us to stay stagnant anymore
we must go forward
we must par our self
bench mark our self
each and everyday
when we are alive.
that's facts of life
so youngsters
equip yourself ---study hard, learn more whenever you can
you all are young
and that you are the natural winner.
god Bless you all

dreams..

I have many dreams in life
when I was a little girl
I want to be charming
marry to someone handsome
have a big house
have a good job
have children--- boys and girls
got lots of money --these and that

the time comes when I am a big girl
sensible to make judgement on my own
make decision for myself
make my own friends--man friends , boy friends etc
my dream man never come along
frustrated at times
tell myself not wanting to get married
but deep inside me
I want to get married and have my own children
to me all ladies think the same way as me
it is not wrong to think as such

but life is never as want you dream
life is just like that
how many women dream of marrying a perfect man and at the end
marry none
because there's no where to find a perfect man
life is such

but there are opportunity where man come along your life
and you don't want to grab the golden opportunity
and you are so picky not to let yourself a chance
and also a chance for the other people

there's time when you adore someone
but he has no feel for you
it is pointless to dream of such a man
you are wasting your time

in life
is better to be loved by someone than to love someone
love someone is difficult
someone love s you is better
life is such

but life is never perfect
it is not call life if it is as such
life is simply to solve problems

what is life

we always want to have the best in life
the whole thing,
the perfect thing,
the wonderful thing
the best , best ,best of all.

but in real practical life, it is always different.
what we think and what we want is not really what we will have
life is a opportunity sometimes
if you have it
that it is

I always dream of marrying someone rich ,
handsome,
good education
good look
have position in society
have fame
good in everything
but , but where to get good people like that in this world
people who are rich
they already have someone in mind
they always marry someone of their own circle
left is only some ah mau , ah dog
they also don't want you

someone who is very picky
at the end chose a dog with no tail
the stories go on and on and on and never ending

sometimes it is an opportunity
if you get it in time , you are the winner in life
that's life

sigh.........

sad , sad

I noted that my car gear pad can't be pressed down
I get out from my car to check
I found nothing wrong
I try again
and its OK
Why , why , I don't know

on my way home
i met two men --jogging
one is having CVA
the other jog as if he is so very tired on the road
Why ?

sweet dream

3 days ago (30/6/2010),I had a dream
I dreamed of my late parents
my mum give me chang made of many ingredients--
looked like the canton chang
i like it so much and I enjoy eating it
my parents address is
3rd mile ,Bintangor cemetery
walk up the main road
till the top ( the other side of the cemetery is facing the other way)
turn to to right
then there is another road going down
the 8th row down
3rd to the left

chin Ming 2010
I had a hard time finding my parents place
I walked up and down many ,many times
at the end I can get to their place
sweating all over
I saw many ang moh during that time

man friends

suk ye have a dog
the dog is teenage age
the former owner is suk ye 's home maid
when the gate is opened
he knows how to go back to his former house
his former house is quite far away
so every time the former owner has to bring him back
now he s tied to the back yard

the house maid is working 3 days a week now
the older dog knows when to go to her house to call her to work
how wonderful