Recalling.....

Before teen...

Life is tough.Wear a red pants and go around the whole village. Red coloured pants..... because it is free material. The Chinese when dead, always give you red material if you go for funeral.That is why we always make pants with red material. we don't wear any shirt. The whole village people are like that. That why we don't feel shy. when a bit bigger, because reach monarchy... then we put on shirt. We all group together and swim in the river nearby.Life is enjoyable but we are very poor.We always go out to the rain. We enjoy to be under the rain

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After monarchy..

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we are a bit shy. No more playing like before.Read the school lessons sometimes.Still waste a lot of time dreaming ,,, daydreaming....most of the time. Follow parents to the rubber garden,paddy fields,pepper garden.Sometimes we work hard. sometimes very lazy.

The communists are very active that time. They always ask us to join them, Luckily we didn't join them, or else we are not today.

The other day in the ward, I meet a village mate.The family member was shoot dead by the government soldiers. They relate the story to me. I still remembered very well.

After form 5....

Go to interview like Hie Chung.very stupid and konong.Speak very little English. But thick skin.not shy,, just go ahead and speak whatever we can. Then got the job and start work till today.In between, so many things happen.That is long story cut short.

After give birth ....

Angela... 1st born.very happy. Born face to pubis.When she was born, her head so long. That turn out beautiful Ange today.I saw your orange colour topless cloth... very beautiful. I love that... But I know that you just try on ,like Nong and you take photo with it. After that you didn't buy....correct?

Going for CCU course....

When DD is 8/12 old, I go for course in KL. That time, transport is difficult.I left home for 4/12. without coming back home. When I come back after 4/12, DD cant remember mum.She get away from mum...the stranger to her. Only after few days ,she wants me. what a life.....

Real stories...

knowledge deficit...
Went to attend a talk this morning.Ha..... ha..... you know what I have learned?
In Penang Hospital, there is one patient (pt.) who suffer from diabetes. that is ----kencing manis.
Because is "sweet urine" the patient drink 5--6 litres of water per day. He think by drinking a lot of water, he can dilute the sweetness in the urine.He was admitted in the Trauma and emergency department for overloading of fluid intake, causing APO....acute pulmonary oedema.
That is why ,don't become your own doctor!

Pain chart..
once my friend say. hey so and so.. put a pain chart for patient so and so.
She heard only "pachat".. leaping in BM. Hey where..... she look around for a leaping patient. ha.. ha...

Wrong leg..
once my pt. has a broken left ankle. The doctor put POP....plaster of Paris on her right leg.
The next day,we were to ambulate the pt.---nenek... angkat dan cuba jalan.The lady try to walk but she cant..... Then the surgeon come along and see the x-ray film. what? she has a broken left leg. Why POP on the right leg? we all laugh till we" pensang..."the old lady would relate the story to the long house people, that if you have a broken left leg , the hospital will treat your right leg!

Last night...
someone keep calling... Dad ask ...whom is he calling... then I say.... it doesn't sound like Ah kee..... so you don't bother lah... He laugh and laugh....

Raining so heavy....
Last night it rain so heavy. I wait for the rain to stop so that I can go home .But the rain never stop till morning. At the end I ring dad to fetch.... remember I am using motorbike to work. But today I am using car .gtg

G O K.......serial ..5

course......

will be going for course on 22nd to 23rd of November in KL.....approved by boss already.

some matrons go for courses every now and then.This whole year I go only once.After the course we have to give in house training

money....

Meet a staff, she tell me her pay is so much less than her colleague of her age. She is trained in England.Is Europe standard not as good as ours?...but one thing she is working in private hospital. Sometimes it is just your luck. someone no need to be highly educated to earn good money.

Interview......

Hie Chung has her interview till 3pm. Her name is not in the list. That is why she was put to the last. But whatever it is, people interview her is good enough. Praise the LORD. Remember when DD go for interview,mum go with her and accompany her till she finish.

gtg

A hundred thoughts

Spoiled day.....
Mood was spoiled by that gila lady.... Sometimes so good and sometimes so bad..just turn her face to her back can be a few versions.I just pray that she change herself the soonest.
Sometimes talk to you she got pains and aches here and there. we suggest that she should take some medication. ..don't want lah... what a difficult person! Let her be herself and suffer her own way.

sleepless night....
Keep thinking , feel so sorry for late mum and dad. Thinking have a few boys can help him or the Ngu kingdom can grow.But at the end of the day, they turn out so useless,helpless,lazy ,some not doing anything useful at all, egoistic.not listening to advice........ The hell lots of crazy behaviours.
I am telling Mee Sieng if we don't help Hie Chung, who then?.Her mum so high fie talking. having nuts in her mind. If only she can get a job ,at least she can help up the family. The only one we can hope for something.The others, more hopeless.We all pray that she can get the job....pray ,pray for her best undertakings.

work place....
went to another unit. a specialist talk to me, shock me.In our country. we have to follow people being lazy...then we are like the other species. Taking pay with little work. That is what we want. One day we will starve. we are getting poorer and poorer. that is why I always encourage you all, if got a chance,get out of here.

examination next week.....
DD is having her examination next week. worry about her a lot. The economy is hell bad. I don't know if the government will send her to oversea or not. If not then what to do? That is why if we don't have penny, we are difficult. How I wish all my children have the best of education. But I am trying my level best to achieve this.

transport.....
Lately I use motorbike to work .very happy actually. You know what, very easy no need to follow the queue. I just go in between the cars and I reach home fast. Dad is unhappy because he has to follow the queue, frust lah .....

no lateral thinking......
this slow worker of mine,ask everything at work. she cant think a bit out of her coconut shell. Common, don't stay inside your cocoon.....come out today. and tomorrow will be yours.we all must have a bit of lateral thinking.....

I,.....I......
You all know " I " is the least important word in our dictionary.Not everything I ,,I ,, do this ....and I... do that. we are the people...... team work.......

security......
I hate the security of our place. The children are playing in the hospital compound. Imagine that!If I tell them, they look at me as if I do something wrong. very sad country!

Politics.......
our country are getting more and more unstable. The people alive keep blaming the dead people of wrong doing. Hey ! it is easy to do that because the dead people cant open their mouth anymore! They cant argue with you. That is a good idea.Or else it is like Taiwan...... fighting.... and ..fighting. My goodness, what is 21st century! worse than barbarous.

Work hard......
only if you work hard and smart than you are somewhere. But also need opportunity. That is life!

M U B...mind ur own business !

Doing people business.........
Very tough week ahead.....
Hie Chung was called up for student nurse interview. She receives the letter only one day after the interview. What to do ?I don't know.Praised the LORD.I can arrange her interview today with the help from Mee Sieng.

Unhappy morning...
!st thing in the morning was shouted at by the unstable woman with no reason. She is a crazy woman....

Yahoo....happy moments
Yesterday I manage to type an official letter. happy, happy...

No blogging few days....
The Internet connection is off last few days. That is why I am not in the blog. sorry gals.

G O K.......hell and heaven

People s business....

Didn't sleep well last night because of other people business.Hie Chung was called up for interview for student nurse.She ring me on 21/10/2008. her interview was on 20/10/2008. She has just receive her letter today. What to do then? I don't know. I come to work yesterday and one staff ask me... hey matron.. what question will the interviewer ask during student nurse interview? I ask her, where the interview and when? She say is in Sibu. Then I think to myself ,why not arrange her to slot to Sibu for interview? Then it come to my mind to find out. I ring here and there to find out. Truly enough the interview is still going on in Sarikei. So me and Mee Sieng arrange her interview in Sarikei today. Praised the Almighty GOD.

I always think to myself I always help people and I must help my own people.

Beautiful Nong Nong!

You are a beautiful girl.My dearest... No wander G love You so very very much. Keep up Nong.But not too thin. or else afterwards nothing to hold on. Ha....ha.... Fat a bit more... but not too fat...
I see a piece of news this morning.That world record fat man of Mexico get married to a beautiful girl. But he cannot get out of bed.You know what the friends do? Decorate his bed with ribbons here and there and they transport the bed to the church for marriage. Oh my goodness.how ...funny lah......how he make?
Finish few pieces of work .tired. ...but blogging not tired....eased my stress. and stay happy.
I do duty rooster for 63 nursing sisters and 9 matrons. No joke man. Last time I have to use few days to do. now one lunch break is enough. I am a fast worker. People employ me ...worth the money. ha..ha...

Life is rather unique...

Life is full of wanders...

Assumed loss...

many a time, we always say, I have lost something,,,bla,, bla,, But it is never lost.. we are the lost sheep...DD tell me n sms me ----sense of urgency...that her SPM cert is not with her. I tell her ,thing at home would not get lost--my usual saying. But deep inside me.. very worried.That is important. This is because we are nomads for the whole of last year. After she sms me, I keep thinking where can it be....a lot of recalling back. But one thing, she give me a clue.That day when grandma passed away, you bring me to school to collect it. Then it come to my mind, it must be together with grandmas death certificate.,,Praise the LORD. you THE MIGHTY GOD.... you are always with me in time of needs.

3/4 dead

on my way to work.. I see few funny things. The people who are jogging on the road, are the elderly people.where are the young people who really needs exercise? Do we need to live a life 3/4 dead, then we realise that life is valuable? I don't know. This seems the mentality of life.

It is so difficult to get people to do regular exercise. But that is part of life. We must go for regular exercise everyday. At least 1/2 an hour a day. Dad is also the same. Today tired, tomorrow ,,hmmmm. the next day , raining. Full of what else .I don't know.

wrong love...

This friend of mine.. very funny...

the little kitten, she love so much. But her children.. she don't love so much..Why,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

But she like to get angry with staff for a little mistake make. If only she love the staff the way she love the kitten, wonderful ,,man.

Animals are cute and adorable. But mankind are more lovable and the type of love to be sustain.

You love animal, but it cant take care of you, But mankind is different. May be some mankind are different as well GOK

A fruitful day........

Meeting w Prof. ..... nothing is free in this world. I also know that.He just back from New York. Telling us d world economy is real bad. For d next 2 years may b we are not getting much funds 4 hospital.Well what can we do?that s part of life. DD ring asking where about her SPM cert? I don't know. Hope it s just around one corner.Jia, nong n B have holiday 2 day. Only me working. One Hidu staff working. I wish her happy Depavali.
Go 2 HQ 2 send d DR d SIMC hospital staffing. Explained 2 her d norms n she quite happy about it. Wah loah ,it s nearly a week job ...man. meeting gtg

Beautiful Monday!

Do all house chores b4 I come 2 work this morning...... wash laundry ( not me lah ..but d deaf n dumb mum) But I still have 2 put in everything for it 2 function. Once our specialist tell me that she s going 2 b busy cos her servant s stopping 2 work. I say 2 her that it s OK .Cos u just put in the clothing n d mum will wash 4 u. She answer me ..what.. u still have 2 put in.., take out 2 dry. Next time, someone go n invent a robot who can do everything by itself. But then ..susah.. nobody is going 2 get marry....
I am going 2 listen 2 my boss lecturing again this morning....Monday is his day. Everyone have 2 listen 2 him. Nothing is free in this world..... nothing fall onto Ur lap.... I can by hard already.
But i salute him. He s right always. With our mentality, we r difficult ppl 2 manage..... imagine.. mo sometimes absconded from work? That s why so many our Dr work in sg.
same office matron comes 2 work. She tell me d outside stairs full of visitors sleeping.I don't want 2 say anything. I want 2 bring the ward sister afterwards by the hands to c the scenes. Sometimes I m fade up . I always do the dirty job.gtg

d missing tex?

Typing 4 d whole morning and it s lost??? cant b salvage???? my goodness.......... now try again.
my relative ring ,asking me 2 go 2 their house 2 get some fruits.----water pitches.we go there n they bring us 2 c their youngest son house. I believe they just bought it not long ago.Quite a big semi d house. worth 380 k.they say s very cheap. may b s true.
We talk a lot. actualy, this relative s good. D wife always ring me at work place.They r quite humble. d children r quite sucessful. Eldest daughter married a graduate ,now working w car company. earning good money,company provide a car 4 him. 2nd girl..work in SESCO dept. 3rd and 4th have their own company.may b earning good money.Or else how can they buy house.
well..kepolitis...... talking alot about ppl.
talk about ourself!ppl always say ...so.n.so.not doing well. For me ppl who look down on us are always our own ppl. Actualy,they r jealous of u ,That s why they say a lot about u 2 make u feel angry.D principle is, d more they look down on u , the more u progress. am I right?
Dad tell me just now, he read from newspaper that there s a man who predict finance Tsunami as end of d world.GOK>
I ready lots of fruits 4 DD 2 bring 4 her friends. DD is lucky. mum n dad always prepare sth 4 her on weekends. But now dd is more matured.She knows that we care 4 her a lot.
BB in KL 2day. she must b enjoying her foods now.
ha...ha... talk about church 2day.hey.. d pastor wife s admitted in SGH for dengue fever. u all must b careful 2 look after yourself...... IE not 2b bitten by aides mosquitoes.
we sing hymns base on PSALMS.......23.
d LORD is my shepherd.
I've everything I need.
He lets me rest in fields of green grass and leads me to quiet pools of fresh water.
He give me new strength.He guides me in the right paths.as he has promised.
Even if I go through the deepest darkness,I will not b afraid,LORD for Ur with me. Your shepherd ' rod and and staff protect me.
You prepare a banquet for me.where all my enemies can c me;you welcome me as an honored
guest and fill my cup to d brim.
I know that your goodness and love will b with me all my life; and your house will b my home
as long as I live.
Get that all? all of u seldom go 2 church. start going 2 church lah u all.

Another one is Proverbs Chapter 3.

advice to d young.
Trust in d LORD with all ur heart.
Happy is everyone who becomes wise.
hold 2 ur wisdom n insight.

many more n read up ur self

I am so honoured 2 day. typing .... n... typing n so many gets lost..
n DD keep feeding me with lime juice ,fruits n others.
DD keep remind me ,this time don't lost anymore. But I am just slow in catching up n always 4get. what to do......but never mind, I am good in sth which ppl not good in. That's d only way to angkat bukul sendiri, or else I ll feel very unhappy.Good day. gtg

GOK------stage 4

I can hear lots of noises...... dog barking.... broad day light.... bark what? don't know.
The drilling sounds..... drill what... don't know....dad always go out to c.. I say.... hai ya... no need to c. let them...but still curious. I always say, if d house can b used .what 4 renovate here n there.
Our relative, may b very high fie, tell me that they are going to Aussie next year March.--- may b to c their daughter -in -law.I don't like ppl big mouth...... talk a lot b4 doing.
Malaysia boleh again, sg down shelf d Julie biscuits from Malaysia. we keep quiet. what man... scare to announce? but how about d ppl? eating d poison everyday. GOK how much poison is inside our body. That s why, so many ppl having cancer. 700 patients in d hospital ,may b 150 are cancer patients. Last time, great grandma always eat very simple food,may b she s economy.may b poor also,only eat thing ..boil only. but she live long life. 84 years old when she died. She don't know what s KFC. she seldom eat protein food.---- cos expensive. But now we know that ....it s healthy eating. That s why she live long life.I still remember, she don't have chronic illness. she still can move about b4 she died. she only got a bit of pains n aches here n there. may b we should follow her ,eat simple food if we want to live long life. But ppl will say-- conong....Don't know how to enjoy life.
I m telling dad to cook d food at home n no need to eat out.Maybe he agree w me. eat more home cooked foods than to eat out. One thing about dad, he always tell me about d news of share market. But I seldom understand him. I m not interested at all. But when i tell him sth about my work staff he will say he tired. may b we 2 have nothing common 2 talk.gtg

Missing in memory --- oh my goodness !

press one button..... dont know where it goes..... oh my goodness

another sunday

Didn't go to church 4 past 2 weeks. last, last Sunday, send Nong 2 airport. last Sunday... 2 MPKS... 2 walk a mile 4 world cardiac day.DD says 2day, we must go 2 church. Hai..u know, DD is rather religious now. I m so happy. She always ask me 2 pray 1st b4 eating.

2day s church,at 1st, we base on Psalms -chapter 23 as hymns to start ....

the Lord Our Shepherd....

The Lord is our shepherd;

I have everything I need.

2. He lets me rest in fields of green grass and leads me to quiet pools of water.

3. He gives me new strength .He guides me in the right paths, as he has promised.

4. Even if I go through the deepest darkness,I will not be afraid,LORD--- for you are with me.Your shepherd 'rod and staff protects me.

5. You prepare a banquet for me, where all my enemies can see me;you welcome me as a honored guest and fill my cup to the brim.

6.I know that your goodness and love will be with me all my life; and your house will be my home as long as I live.



We sing a few times together.



and 2day' s d priest talk base on Proverbs Chapter 3 ....1 to 6



Advice to the young.



My child,don't forget what I teach you.Always remember what I tell you to do.

2. My teaching will give you a long and prosperous life.

3. Never let go of loyalty and faithfulness . Tie them around your neck; write them on your heart.

4. If you do this,both God and people will be pleased with you.

5. Trust in the Lord with all your heart.Never rely on what you think you know.

6. Remember the LORD in everything you do, and he will show you the right way.

7. Never let yourself think that you are wiser than you are;simply obey the LORD and refuse to do wrong.

7. If you do ,it will b good medicine, healing your wounds and easing your pains...........

8---12-----read up ur self. too long to type.

13. happy is anyone who becomes wise---who comes to have understanding.

21. My child,hold on to your wisdom and insight.never let them get away from you.

22. They will provide you with life.--- a pleasant and happy life........



Many more read up yourself ........



Buy kuik teou and cooked by dad.....yam ..me.... nice.

dad cook again now..... don't know what he cook . eat only.... jealous lah.. u all... don't worry... when u all home.. he will cook again.

other posts of DD at d annual dinner

DD in her charming post

d 4 friends

DD with joanne

DD with her other friends

DD with Ming

DD with d coursemate

d 5 angels

sharing d same choemgsan

GOK.....3rd phase

Been away 4 a while. DD not happy w me cos I still dont know how 2 go 2 d net.She s so scared that I ll spoiled her lap top'.True also, cos I m still not good at all. But I promised I ll do better.
dad whole day c world market. He keeps telling me d story ,me not so interested.He keeps saying, I keep quiet. When I tell him about work place, he says that,he s so tired.ha.... life like that lah.
I ve post in ....round d world 4 ----5 minuits. DD help me. That s why she s tired.
Buy a few packets of fry banana n breadfruits. nice. now very scared of buying things from town. Dont know got poison or not. I dont know how much poison we have eaten over d years. but what to do? only GOK>gtg

A thousand thoughts 2 day!

Last night after jia n nong talk 2 me, I cant sleep! may b cos of mosquitoes! go 2 d room... zee.... in d sitting room,zee...... at last go upstairs. sleep late.
Imagine....a person thinks more than 7 thousand times per day....heard from radio,how true ... I don't know. non evidence based.
BB ring early this morning. Talk a while. she s going 2 Kl 2 day by bus at 5 :30 bus after work.That why working w Private s like that. Have 2 work even on Saturday. while as we r off on Saturday n Sunday.
wake up a bit late 2day.went 2 Sunday market. buy a lot of things......vege n fish n fruits. Than fetch DD from school ard 10 sth.we eat after that. DD want 2 eat chicken cook w sweet potatoes. So she enjoy d food .Ha..... c her annual dinner photos.one minute in cheongsam n another minute in sari.Anyway she s beautiful in either one,.......beautiful girl.. keep up w ur beautiful outlook. We love u dear.....a lot n many lots of love n kisses from all of us.
My other side....(half) of me. hey ...lately I go 4 a course,,,, if u want 2 criticise or comment about ppl,always...PNP.......u know what it s? positive....negative......positive.That s d principal!we always have 2 say in this way.ur a good girl, however, d thing that u do is not what we want of u. I m very sure u can do better than this.
dad cooked so well .but he s hungry himself. He cant stand without eating.That's why he s pally s so big now.The other day we go 4 health screening ,that s what we get from it,
weight---64.5kg----height--167cm.....BMI is 23.1 .BP--116/70 ie good. pulse--48/min....blood sugar-5.3mmol/L... ie good also. total cholesterol-4,07mmol/L ..... everything ok but waist circumference....94cm....big 4 him. tell him 2 exercise.... tired today ,tomorrow n day after.when is he not tired ....GOK.
Hey mine ...check total cholesterol...it s 3.9 only. beautiful result. keep up lady!
BB always says that mum don't love her.Do u think s true?we all love her a great deal. n lots of love from all of us. mum love all her girls.....all d same. n GOD bless u all.
oh yer...I m confirmed in my matron post 3-9-2008. so that s 2 say I ll have a bit more money from now onwards.GOD bless me n all our family.But tell u all gals ,my pay is so much less than Angels pay. d other day, when Angel resign, I feel so so very guilty.our nursery thing is put off.4 get about it n today we r much better.R we not better?Angel gets a better job. n I ve finish paying my Sarikei house.I m paid d post basic allowance...... a hundred RM per month......starting October 2007.
we ve 2 go 4 our PTK exam soon. my friend have gone already. very tough lah .but what er it s ,go 4 it.
Go 4 d course d other day.... Malaysian love 2 go 4 courses....there s d game of sizzle puzzle....I think 2 myself, 2days, how can we make it....it s 5000 pieces man?so u know what I do? I take out d joined pieces slowly n lay down on d table. At d end of d day, we (10 of us) didn't put up much. only depend on d few pieces I lay down b4 hand.Hai yah...life is a lot of working SMART. sometimes argue.... qua rel....exam...... getting together n many more are ......working smart.
Life is never easy! we have 2 work hard n work smart.Have 2 use a lot of lateral thinking.
ha..... at least now I m a bit better in typing. GOD bless me. d other colleagues used 2 say, u must learn,truly enough, nobody s going to help u if u don't want 2 help ur self. one day Ill b good in typing, last time, I don't know how 2 sms, DD hold my hands n sort of force me 2 it. now I m good in sms.Thank u very ,very much. without u I m not 2day.That s why, my late dad always tell me....if ppl bully u, it s ok,u don't have 2 bully ppl back. now that I realised that ie a motivational factor 4 u 2 go higher.Once my tutor tell me that he was given a appraisal mark of 3/10.He thank d man 4 given him that marking. cos he say,without him ,he s not today. sometimes we have 2 b thankful of what we r. don't grumble every now n than.gtg

DD annual diner 2008

all d chinese girls of DD class ins sari

beautiful chinese ......indian girl

d 5 sari Otago s


another poise

and another

my beautiful sari princess----Diana Deborah Tang chew Tze---unique name!

d only thorn among d roses

d 5 sari Otago beauties

are they beautiful in indian saari?

DD in cheongsam

5 minute tour of the world

A Comet - Make a Wish

Sunset at the North Pole with the moon at its closest point...

The Antarctica

The Tundra

Windmills in Holland

The Moon and Star on Earth

The Beauty of the Desert

Sydney Harbour Bridge NYE

Scenery in Europe

Rainbow

Night Scene of Eiffel Tower

Mirror Lake

Lighthouse

Lavender Farm and Tree

Lavender Farm

Lavender at the Foot of the Mountain

Iceberg

Golden Leaf Maple

German's New Swan Castle

Edge of a Glacier

Dreamy Sunset

Disney Castle

Deep Autumn

Cliff in the Clouds

Beauty of Tibet

Autumn in Germany

Cherry Blossoms in Japan

Breithorn Peak Switzerland

the blue sea