dreams..

I have many dreams in life
when I was a little girl
I want to be charming
marry to someone handsome
have a big house
have a good job
have children--- boys and girls
got lots of money --these and that

the time comes when I am a big girl
sensible to make judgement on my own
make decision for myself
make my own friends--man friends , boy friends etc
my dream man never come along
frustrated at times
tell myself not wanting to get married
but deep inside me
I want to get married and have my own children
to me all ladies think the same way as me
it is not wrong to think as such

but life is never as want you dream
life is just like that
how many women dream of marrying a perfect man and at the end
marry none
because there's no where to find a perfect man
life is such

but there are opportunity where man come along your life
and you don't want to grab the golden opportunity
and you are so picky not to let yourself a chance
and also a chance for the other people

there's time when you adore someone
but he has no feel for you
it is pointless to dream of such a man
you are wasting your time

in life
is better to be loved by someone than to love someone
love someone is difficult
someone love s you is better
life is such

but life is never perfect
it is not call life if it is as such
life is simply to solve problems