feel bored...

wake up early this morning

do the household chaos

on line , check face book and read blogs

feel rather bored

small dizziling outside

think of so many things in life

what is life after all?

met a patient, an old man-- 84 yrs old

he knew paternal grandpa, also a teacher last time

he had 9 children --3 man and 6 women

same as mine.

but his children are many over seas

4 girls and 2 boys over seas

4 girls all in US

1 boy in Taiwan and another in Aussie --Melbourne

but he is sick in hospital

i don't see any of his own children come to see him

only a nephew come to see him

he had US PR

but he told me they had try so hard ,wanting to stay in US,

but his other partner can't stand the coldness oversea

sad stories

now they stay with his unmarried girl at home

life is tough and life is uncertain

but that s life

they are old

but whenever i talked to him , he sigh.

i am very sure he has a lot s of unhappiness un reveal

feel sorry for him.

but that's is life

i know that family fairly well

i know the younger generations has many young deaths

but the old are really old

that's life