breakfast with DD.

So....So.... long I don't have breakfast together with DD. But today, I managed to eat together with the tiny little one! I cooked meast meat fried with egg, bitergould cooked with salted egg. DD says-- the cooking has mum s taste. Woah! I feel happy and proud.I thought I am the one who doesn't know how to cook.People always say, you know I have to rush back to cook for you. I don't have to do that. You are so stressful thing, because you don't know how to cook. Well, I am alone for so long, I never starve! I am still so strong and fit.May be I am born with such a life!Always have to be mocked and looked down upon by other people!I was always group as not earning enough money.I am useless.But how much is enough? But I always think, I am what I am. I don't have to life for someone.I am happy the way I am!The other day, Jess from Marolita ring me asking me if I am still interested to work in Saudi Arab?I said, wait till I am after 58 years old! I want to spend quality time with DD. She will be away next year. I will never have more time with her after that.Actually, my life here is quite tough.The other day, I attended the time management course. I don't manage my time well. Especially with my family! I always think of work! which is quite wrong! I want to change myself! --starting from today!